Monday, August 10, 2015

Set Me Free Fromyself

2006-2007 began a whirlwind of traumatic experiences that but me into a place where a stronghold took root in my life. I quit. I gave up. And with that something took root that choked my energy, giftings and desire. For the last 7 years i had been bombarded to just accept "christianease" and have gone through many places and ministries in my life. Knowing something wasn't right. Last night I had a dream. The people I was angry at was in it. I went into an absolute rage destroying everything and spewing profanity and hatred. It was the anger, hate, resentment and hurt that had taken root in my life. I woke up and it was still there. As I laid in my bed realizing what I just witness I heard the Lord say. Do you want me to take that out of you? I said yes and a miracle took place in my room. Nobody did it. It wasn't a "word", a prophesy, laying on of hands, a song or a preacher. It was Him when I wasn't looking for it. He know what you need and what it is and people guess. Only he can set me free from myself.